Shadowstar

I’ve started watching Haikyuu! again. I watched the first season and part of the second season way back when it was initially released but then got sidetracked. I haven’t lost any of my love for this show! As much as I have a bunch of favorite shows, this one is by far my favorite. I really feel drawn in to the story and all of the characters.

When the anime was first released, I had some great online friends that I talked to daily. We grew distant with our own lives since then but I still think about them from time to time. I hope all is going well for them. I’m still sending them all good thoughts. 😊

Hey! You! There is this talented artist that is doing a raffle. Why don't you check them out?

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I chatted with Wacom support and I ended up buying a new stylus. I thought it would come to that. I spent nearly an entire paycheck on it but I couldn't draw on my pc without it and I was itching to draw some more.

My stylus for my Intuos 5 Pro just broke! I was drawing and when I sat back to relax, I was holding my stylus. I don't even know how but the whole this just pulled apart! It was intact but the outer shell slipped away. Don't ask me how because I have no idea. I just the frame back on and the stylus worked but was weird because it was constantly clicked. When I tried to draw, it made lines without me touching my tablet. That was annoying but then it stopped, completely. Now the stylus doesn't work at all. It just stopped reacting to my tablet. I'm afraid it might be broken and I don't know how.

I can't afford a new tablet! The one I bought took me over a year to scrap and save for! I can't even afford to buy my own anything because I don't earn enough. My paychecks are so low that I am living with my parents, paycheck to paycheck. My paycheck will dwindle down to scraps by the time I get my next paycheck. I have bills to pay that I barely keep up with. I can't afford to buy a new stylus! I read that you can't just buy any old stylus either. It has to be the one that goes with your tablet. I contacted support but I doubt they can or will do anything. I can't buy a whole new tablet but I can't just stop drawing either! Drawing is all I have left. I was just doing some lovely drawings on Sai too but now....I have nothing. I can't continue. I probably won't be able to draw anything for months, maybe years.

Shit.

I hate my life and everything it stands for. It just takes and takes and takes until you are left feeling empty over something stupid such as a broken stylus. Drawing is all I had for myself. There's nothing else that leaves me with joy anymore.

This sucks.